Too many reasons why I should keep going
But too many reasons why I should just stop
Which one is it
The outcome will be so blissful if 'I' keep giving my all
But what's the point if 'you' cannot relate
Is it just my imagination thats causing me to give in to the temptation
I'm being realistic, 'they' are everywhere there is no use to fight 'them'
But why is it that once 'its' there...'its' gone but 'it' exists somewhere and shall be found
'It' is what you say, imagination, false hope, 'they' rule above 'you' for all time
That 'feeling' was so warm, I recall the 'feeling' like the autumn sun in the middle of october with a breeze around the speed of 10 mph...that feeling
Relaxation, acceptance, rejoicing in its beauty as 'it' is for that moment in time 'it' is yours and no one but yours
At the same time, the 'feeling' can't be mutual 'its' impossible
Cliche: Nothing is impossible
No one 'feeling' such as that can be obtained within by any force, 'its' never been done
Letting your guard down for a second reveals your weakness and 'they' prey
Cliche: Never give up
I should just give up, why am I still going for the 'feeling' that isn't there in the first place
I'm not digging hard enough, too much potential flowing within this body of mine waiting to explode
Don't do it, 'its' not worth it
I can't control it, too much energy waiting to be released in an uncontrolable rage
Can 'they' handle 'it', no one else has been able to
What makes that 'one' any different?
How do I know...
...if I don't try
Stop being afraid
But I have too many reasons to be afraid
'Its' happened before, giving into my potential
I release only a small portion and 'they' run
'They' fear me, 'they' all do
'They' dont understand nor care to try
Is it 'you'...
...I doubt it, 'you' doesn't exist there is only 'them'
'You' is there, I've sensed 'it' before and I will again
I have to tap within...and show 'the one' the potential, the source, the 'feeling' that is above all...that 'they' are above 'them' for all time
Maybe there is 'you'...
...but until then...
There is no 'one'
'You' doesn't exist
Cliche: Actions speak louder than words
If 'you' is there, and has been sensed where are they?
In the same place as I, within, 'they' have to be found
'They' speak of 'you' but 'you' has never been seen by mortals
'You' only shows themselves when 'they' are forgotten and 'one' stands alone above 'them' with 'you'
...'I'm' here, 'they' are there, I have always been here
...'It's' not time I have to find 'me' as do 'you'
And when 'we' rejoice for all time, the conflict within will cease and 'you' and 'me' will be above 'them' and 'they' will be extingushed like a flame being doused by oceans of water from the heavens that will never cease because 'we' are together for all time constantly intertwining 'you' and 'me'
But until then...
'you' doesn't exist...
...so 'they' will reign within 'me' until I am overthrown...not by 'you'
But by 'myself within'...the key to finding 'you' has always been within 'me'